Completely lost.

I dun wanna lose it, but i dunno how to save it..
trying hard..

I want a love that's side by side,
i want a love that holds me tight,
i want a love that feels like a dream,
but when i wake up,
he's still there with me.

あなたはどうですか？
私は日本語を学びたいです

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Had anyone been to Tioman island?



Its the first time I heard of this place, its an island part of malaysia. The landscape looks so beautiful and the water are so clear. Awww..

And its really a budget place for relaxation and some SCUBA DIVING.



I'm thinking of going there with swain, but thinking of having more couple with us so that it'll be more fun. Hope to go there soon!

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Make it rock

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Woots, I'm back to blog again. I know its been ages since I last update but Ive been quite busy and also *ahem* lazy lahs.

Anyway, life has been good for me so far. Currently I'm looking for a temp job, but it seems like I have no luck at all. *humph*
I have a long *wishlist* and hope to be able to fulfil it all when I found a job. Ugh, bad luck, no job, no money.

Let me have a job soon please!!! I wanna a iPhone =/

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I can't go any further than this

Don't forget

Lovely bouquet from sweetheart

Hi everyone, sorry for the lack of updates as I've been really really lazy to do do any blogging until now. The past few months had been a good one and here we are in year 2010 February already. Time really flies!!!

Anyway, I'm 20 already(so old), just had my birthday last week and spent it my lovely sweetheart. It was supposed to be a surprise but i sort of ruined it(or rather he did not planned properly?). LOLs, anyway it was fun and I appreciate the effort in it.

My ice-cream cake that could barely last for an hour.

Another thing is that CNY is around the corner, can't wait to feast on the goodies!!! On the other hand I'm trying to lose weight. Oh, whatever, slimming can wait after the festive season. HAHA

Counting down another 30 days!!! So excited!!! :)))

I'm here, all alone

I'm miles from where you are,
laying down on the cold ground,
and I'll pray that something picks me up,
and sets me down in your warm arms.

Insomniac

Why do I tire of counting sheep?

New moon is finally showing, omg. I love both Edward and Jacob. I can watch the whole movie over again and again.

Sometimes is it just coincidental or fated?

I remember when I was reading the book New Moon, he left me the way Edward left Bella, that why I felt so connected to Bella in New Moon. Because I can feel the pain and suffering she is feeling as well. Now that New Moon is resurfacing to me again, i.e the movie, I can feel the pain again.

The same thing is happening to me all over again. The same girl, the same month, the same lies, the same hurt. =/

好人,坏人

I'll say I hate you now.
But I know I can never fool myself

I've been having mixed feelings recently. I don't know how to explain it, it's so complicated that sometimes I don't even really know what I really want. Reality world is so cruel, people are so scheming and cunning. Sigh. Sometimes, I wished I could go back to when I was young and everything were just as simple as how I love you.

When I think back to everything that had happened from day one to now, I really hate you, no, your actions. The way you handle us, the way you treated us, the lies you gave.

Deep down inside, I know I'll always have love for you. I thought you could set me free, told me truth, that I wasn't the girl for you, yet time and again you made me hopeful, I trusted you so. Still, I didn't have any clue, my heart just depended on you. Now that you left me alone, even though I knew the truth, I'm the only one in pain, will you please take it all away?

my dear, I can't bear to see you loving another girl.

Btw, should I get an iPhone 3GS? Hmm..